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心病. Cant help the way i am feeling. Dont know the reason for the difference. Have to search for it or it wouldnt be healthy..

Instead of so happy I am so down. And should not be pms because I am easily affected by people..

White Blank Space

空白格

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May Day

Secretly or rather low profile updating haha. Glad blogger is still around~

56 my current colleague aka friend's birthday.

57 his date. 611 my date. Sad that I cannot be there but sort of in a good way I dont have to go thru and end up being the one to break down. I'm already having flashback since after knowing the news.

19 days left to 1 year.

2 months to golden day. Hehe.

And being in this weather makes me MISS being in water!!

1 Year

Is 1 year on 16 Feb already. No celebration of any sort even for the first but still there are things more important than celebrating.

Officially wfh for 1 year. Good and bad but also depends how you take it.

Nothing much I wanna write except to pen down about the two 1 years. Amazing how time flies without realising.

Shall end here for now~ Happy 7th of lunar~

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Some things to remind myself during these times..

Dont know why sad..

https://thoughtcatalog.com/colleen-gDIeorge/2016/03/read-this-when-youre-feeling-sad-and-dont-know-why/?fbclid=IwAR3YkFsXsdimTZbPSECRp8pkCvRVQJMuuafWPfYy772LHdRct7G88BUgZ

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So cute they have this in our staff portal. But I really want is my voucher. How I wish they would credit to bank account.

Sad-die birthday this year cause I still cannot get out though I have something extra together with me this year!! Not even in the mood to get a chocolate cake for myself this year.

Working and waiting for my day of independence. Although I am sort of "pampered" in some ways,when time comes, things will go turn out the way it will eventually. Cannot blame me cause I am conditioned this way.

Anyways, been a looooong time since my last post. Hopefully, blogger wont be down anytime during my lifetime. Else I wouldnt get to reminisce some of my memories.

Happy 13th years to my this blog. If in the mood, I shall change your skin (when miracles appear).

Wish for this year - unlimited wishes which will all come true.

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No way I can forget this date. I guess..

The day the moment the day the month..

An entry just to mark this day of 2 years ago.

Am glad this blogger not down yet even after years. At least still another media to look back into the past..

Here I am..

Still standing (firmly to the ground?) in the same place as I started walking on my own 1 year 1 month ago.

Way tooooo long since my latest post. As usual, am glad with all the ups and downs, I have gotten through and now getting well. With all the setbacks and the distractions, I think I realised my focus and direction despite having no clear goals.

Each step has its own good and bad. When we are more acceptable towards the bads, we will be more embraced with the goods and converting them into the happiness out from ourselves.

I am happy with where I am going towards now (until further notice).

11.11

Moody for no reason (almost) Sad for no reason (almost) Feel down for no reason (almost) Miserable Upset Gloomy Emotional Only when I second look at the date.. then I realise the reason.. Is the forth month.. Seems like a post sadness symptoms which I have been experiencing every month.

Another Chapter

Those who knows ya, a short but happening 5 months. Alone for 2 weeks. Borrowed a helping hand for my first step out and now I proceed to the next step on my own. Anyone still reading my blog? Inactive but still slightly active. Deeply grateful for those who helped me through the times especially the first month.

Time for a Change

Just move on.

Guang Dong Da Bu

https://ss.sohu.com/infonews/article/6309931517694967809?utm_medium=ss_android&tt_from=weixin&from=groupmessage&isappinstalled=0 Just admiring the sceneries..

Random hashtag

KLI
Vivo
Sea
Batam
Beach
Sunset
Pool
Food
Memories
Shop
Giant
Course
Tax
Accountant
Finance
Ppt
Slides
Pen
Doodle
Bored
Sleepy
Boat
PSA
The place
Email
Chats
Ship
Cruise
Hot chocolate
Milk
Mocha
Vending machine
Corals
Reflection
scenery
pic

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Too busy to remember this date,  passby without noticing. Only realized yesterday..

船

在莫个找方向见到远方有个岛。利用现有的资源向前划。。

Looking back

Amazing how many things have happened in just 6 months. Havoc, experience, learn, independent.. Most happening was during Cny with the 1st time nobody will ever expect  I've have done it. Same for myself.

船到桥头自然直。

Places

Places of special memories with special people at that time provokes the feeling. Cck. Bg. Bb. Ls. Je. Cg.

No saddness not much happiness just the special memory and that feeling. 

Self Reference

Things

Gone one and 1 week later appear another. What is going on. Sigh why.

Things happen but not in the way you hope for. Why why why.

Really what and what. Not tired with talking but I'm tired with listening.

Stupid anxiety. You can surround me but i wouldn't let you touch on me.

哀伤

永远都记得这句。。

留下的人会比离开的人伤心难过。。

明明好像没什么，可是现在感觉真的有什么。。