Wo De

Randomly remembering and opening this. Phew and luckily blogger is still around. Feeling happy today cause I just been to my the place yesterday with my favourite element. Although some lady change my bag to a different place - for the chair. No harm done. 

Saw 2 3 familar faces but still havent met the uncle coz of the different timing - last seen since yrs ago. 

Looking forward to more water sessions. Maybe not alone too.

Countdown to next few activites/meet up - Apr and May 

824

做了该做的，大家开心，我表面开心。

那我要的，谁为我做，谁让我开心。。。

I can only rely on, believe, search for the cure and recuperate myself.. 

Iykyk

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Loads happened in the past 5 months, mainly in my worklife - at least is considered a good continuing step (not big change). 

And now I am satisfied with getting a one suiting my lifestyle, not my lifestye suiting the new one and be confirming next month (fingers crossed). The earlier colleague failed hers and left last week. The next one in line (me) inevitably am alarmed but shoud be able to pass based on the actions and the word to me - too beginning to feel like I'm part of the group

For the vacancy now, 2 friends fail the review so neither can be colleagues. While waiting for the replacement, the 2 months old me will help to cover small portions.

While people is enjoying somewhere out there, here I am busy entertaining myself. Who knows who is still reading this now or in future and anyone else I am willing to share this link with. And of course if this site is still in use. 

* the day i share this means inner wall opened

May Day

Secretly or rather low profile updating haha. Glad blogger is still around~

56 my current colleague aka friend's birthday.

57 his date. 611 my date. Sad that I cannot be there but sort of in a good way I dont have to go thru and end up being the one to break down. I'm already having flashback since after knowing the news.

19 days left to 1 year.

2 months to golden day. Hehe.

And being in this weather makes me MISS being in water!!

Here I am..

Still standing (firmly to the ground?) in the same place as I started walking on my own 1 year 1 month ago.

Way tooooo long since my latest post. As usual, am glad with all the ups and downs, I have gotten through and now getting well. With all the setbacks and the distractions, I think I realised my focus and direction despite having no clear goals.

Each step has its own good and bad. When we are more acceptable towards the bads, we will be more embraced with the goods and converting them into the happiness out from ourselves.

I am happy with where I am going towards now (until further notice).

Another Chapter

Those who knows ya, a short but happening 5 months. Alone for 2 weeks. Borrowed a helping hand for my first step out and now I proceed to the next step on my own. Anyone still reading my blog? Inactive but still slightly active. Deeply grateful for those who helped me through the times especially the first month.

Random hashtag

KLI
Vivo
Sea
Batam
Beach
Sunset
Pool
Food
Memories
Shop
Giant
Course
Tax
Accountant
Finance
Ppt
Slides
Pen
Doodle
Bored
Sleepy
Boat
PSA
The place
Email
Chats
Ship
Cruise
Hot chocolate
Milk
Mocha
Vending machine
Corals
Reflection
scenery
pic

Looking back

Amazing how many things have happened in just 6 months. Havoc, experience, learn, independent.. Most happening was during Cny with the 1st time nobody will ever expect  I've have done it. Same for myself.

船到桥头自然直。

Things

Gone one and 1 week later appear another. What is going on. Sigh why.

Things happen but not in the way you hope for. Why why why.

Really what and what. Not tired with talking but I'm tired with listening.

Stupid anxiety. You can surround me but i wouldn't let you touch on me.

Ending

5 months of stopping by. All the gaps. All the downs. Short term but never stop learning.

Accept, feel and let go.

F7

Financial Reporting = Consolidation + Cash Flow + Financial Statement + Ratio

HOPEFULLY

Sighs.

Still tons of things to overcome after this

空虚

似乎天天都觉得空虚，不知心到底飞到哪了。。 天天漫无目的的在寻找答案，可是却找不到。 难道因为等待或者因为想念以前。。?

天天都在挣扎。。原本的安全感与踏实感也渐渐的减少。。

唉。该如何是好。。

Just when

I'm feeling down.. saw this thing.

Makes my day. haha

http://musicalbum3.csoot.com/malbum/serv/album.php?albumid=57236f0ad27e5e5b45d6cbfd&ddsrc=c_ring_ios

Another Turning?

Maybe is wrong, but as usual I go for it again.

The same sentence. You will have nothing to regret if it is over.. Coz as least you done something and tried.

Saddie

第一天回去就让我选择逼自己放手离开。。

China

Is 13 Apr in a blink. Back to Szx tomorrow and flying to Sin on friday night.

Like finally I can leave and return to my nest..

Water

http://horofriend88.com/21693.html

Maybe that's why..

Count

Counting the days..

1 week..

2 weeks...

Reformat

Da hui failing the windows 8. 😧

Cleared!

2 down. One more to tackle!

=D