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有刺的蔷薇

From me to me:

http://thoughtcatalog.com/bogart-lee/2014/08/9-ways-to-love-a-mood-swinger/ 

The list of things to learn and to conquer myself. 

Lego~

1 picture reminds of the whole happening behind this day. Unfavourable things appear but is the start of interesting happenings. And of course for all to happen, it have to be the right people hanging out together.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9habtomlsU

Now I know 18 metres is fun for me. Next target: Revenge of the Mummy. XD

7月14

Was talking with colleague from other department about door opening and fate (缘分) between people. The surprise look on her face when I told her that I'm the quiet and usually the don't talk much type. I was and now I still always am. It really depends on who I'm with.  

A gets along well with B & C. But doesn't mean that B & C get along well with each other.  Both doors have to be opened for things to work out. It would be useless if one side refuse to open his/her door.

For me is.. whomever you are.. My door is closed but unlock. 
If you open your door, I'll open mine.
If you have opened your door but tempting to close it, I'll get out and slam your door myself. 

Special thanks to the person who listen and help me to stay thru my down time. But doubt you still read this coz you not blogging le. :P

And of course not to mentioned there are still some others.. (:

The songs

Dont know my k songs fall under these categories. .

Hit 3 out of 10.

http://theysaysg.com/singaporean-ktv-habits/why-singaporean-will-sing-and-listen-to-this-10-friendzone-songs-in-ktv-no-matter-how-old-they-are/

Hit 4.5/10

http://theysaysg.com/singaporean-ktv-habits/10-duet-chinese-songs-singaporean-couples-sings-in-ktv-to-boost-their-love-relationship/

Hidden meaning.. 4 out of 10.. :

http://theysaysg.com/singaporean-ktv-habits/10-old-school-chinese-songs-singaporean-will-continue-to -sing-in-2014-for-the-hidden-meaning/

4.5/10:

For that someone. Wanting's In my song...
http://theysaysg.com/singaporean-love-relationship/stage-1%e2%80%b3-10-chinese-secret-admire-songs-all-singaporean-will-sing-in-ktv-for-that-someone/

2.5/10:

寂寞寂寞就好 - surprisingly, this song is in the list..|
如果没有你 - waterfall automatically when I play the song.. the song and the lyrics..
http://theysaysg.com/singaporean-love-relationship/stage-8-10-chinese-missing-songs-all-singaporean-will-sing-in-ktv-after-a-breakup-stage-7/

Not forgetting.. Other fav songs.

Aug

Maybe this is the reason why.. 

Lost me.. missing me.. finding me...

千言万语

1001 stories..

Added and took off entries. Tried putting some in words but things turns out badly..

No matter how heart broken how upset I'm, I wouldn't just stop and let things carry on this way.

自己都过不了自己那关。怎么能眼睁睁看着事情发生呢。

14714

Saddie day.

伤口还没好又有多一把刀刺过来。肉有多厚，伤就有多深 。。

虽然一直沉默。。有不同反应。。但其实都是一样的。

Duh

The feeling you get when you are

Truely still upset over things +
Still healing yourself +
Finding happy things to take it off your mind +
Fighting +
Struggling +
Adjusting yourself ( certain things cant change in 1 min) +
New work +
More study..
Can't blame those who don't know. .

But how to take it when people keep adding peppers all over you while you are trying to apply medicine over your injuries?

苦中寻乐

也许没那么苦，但其实也没那么乐。

3月

短短的三个月。。却有好大的分别。。真的差好多好多。。

心情 。。

灰心。。心痛。。伤心。。心寒。。心碎。。心酸。。心结。。

失望。。失落。。低落。。空虚。。

不存在的东西，也许可以假装。。可一直存在的东西。。难以假装。。

最辛苦的时候。。在没人的关心安慰下，自己就这样慢慢的一个人渡过。。比较起来，还有什么东西会比那时更糟更难受?

Reactive

Mood swing with high frequency.. slightly more emotional than usual or on the way to depression?

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-2044877/Could-YOU-victim-smiling-depression.html

Stones, pebbles & water

Repeated before but an updated one..

In a container..
Let big stones be unhappiness,

small pebbles be small happiness,
water be your life..
 

Let the small pebbles get through in between the big stones, let the water flow through all the pebbles. Allow the small pebbles to move through the empty spaces between the stones and the water to fill up the rest..
Don't let them get stuck and stop just because of the big stones.

Let them flow.

 

 

 

Stumbled across 1 article..

Being realistic is:

 

When someone who you have been in a relationship with isn’t willing to fight for what you had, don’t keep trying to make it work.

Anyone who is not willing to fight for you, is not worth fighting for.

 

Source: http://thoughtcatalog.com/katie-wilhelm/2014/06/how-you-know-its-time-to-give-up-on-him/

Hh

Heh hei n the house ~

- 106

还我

Merely pasting the lyrics..

S.H.E - 还我
用你吻我的嘴 吞下自己的泪
这样应该算是两不相欠
你残留的气味 让寂寞去溶解
浪漫迎接没光临的明天

还你 相信过承诺 美丽过的美梦
心突然好空 有没有什么要还我
被退还的以后 被偿还的愧疚
我都不要了 请把快乐还我

还原每个从前 清掉你的世界
还给自己没爱过的昨天
曾奉陪的时间 拿时间来销毁
可是回忆应该放谁哪边

还你 相信过的承诺 美丽过的美梦
心突然好空 有没有什么要还我
被退还的以后 被偿还的愧疚
我都不要了 请把快乐还我

还我 你没收的承诺 你捡走的美梦
我心里好空 为什么你还不还我
被退还的以后 被偿还的愧疚
我都不要了 请把我还给我

还原每个从前 清掉你的世界
还给自己没爱过的昨天

Just gotten my first present for this year. When benefits outweigh the cost, I'll go for it.

六月的雨-2014

六月的雨-完整MV版: http://youtu.be/svjJwabqE5E

The rain doesn't fall from the sky but rather, from elsewhere..

The vvip take turns to leave me.. One by one...

Saddie

Time

Will tell

Things will show..

I'll prove myself.... What I'm always am.

累

压抑。。
把一样一样从心里掏出来。。然后一个一个埋起来。。

想习惯，可有些东西，有些事情，有些人始终还是不一样，难以取代，难以习惯。。

没了安全感。。 就一直挣扎。。一直执着。。
真的。。好累好累

Quote

时间，会沉淀最真的情感；
风雨，会考验最暖的陪伴。
走远的，只是过眼云烟；
留下的，才是值得珍惜的情缘。
来得热烈，未必守得长久；
爱得平淡，未必无情无义。
眼睛看到的许是假象，
心的感受才最真实；
耳朵听到的许是虚幻，
心的聆听才最重要。
时间会告诉我们，
简单的喜欢，最长远；
平凡中的陪伴，最心安；
懂你的人，最温暖 <3

http://thoughtcatalog.com/albert-vaisman/2013/12/9-things-that-separate-you-from-successful-people/

I am not giving up that easily.. if you don't try you wouldnt know the outcome.

http://thoughtcatalog.com/amy-morin/2013/12/13-things-mentally-strong-people-dont-do/

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Is is is, not is not
Is is not not, not is not is.

Time will reveal  or let things work itself out..

The feeling of the warmth when the people whom you talk to / approach are there to listen to you and help / teach you especially when you are down/run into problems.

Can't help it and still feeling down quite often but hoping things will turn out better than the first half of the year.

- Touched & always remembering in my heart

Dog Depressed

https://sg.news.yahoo.com/blogs/pets/6-signs-dog-depressed-150100660.html

Feels like me.
Perhaps I need a vet too.

That's why now it rains everyday?

Sighs