雨蒙蒙

外表嬉皮笑脸，心却伤痕累累。。
一直不停哭泣。。
情越深，心越痛。。。
放不掉，泪在飘。。。。
东西是死的，人是活的。决定是在你手里。选择走哪一条路也是自己。
当你选择了放弃，就是永远的逃避。
若你没放弃，一直奋斗，努力，就会有希望，有结果。
我证明了这事实。5年的努力坚持奋斗， 我得到了我一直想要的东西，有了结果。
From May to May..

The rose

阿桑 - the rose: http://youtu.be/vhpKcyQZQg0

The rose, with the seed but without the sun.. Can't grow... Will wither and die.

Sob

14514

11 days to 6 years.. Wanna be happy but can't feel it.

Forever accurate prediction. Maybe have to hang out near garden with  pond / river / lake?

Forever something unhappy on days with dates 14 and over a few things at one time. Really isn't a good year...

Not that I ever take things for granted or don't cherish.. But it feels like the other side don't bother much, and yet here I am trying to guess and ended up getting myself upset and hurt. Sad-die..

- stupid girl

Me

https://iphone.facebook.com/buddylist.php?ref=bookmark&__user=785073254#!/883jiafm/photos/a.432471649135.223822.315868674135/10152461518364136/?type=1&source=46

- always zx

五月的天

The special song for May.

Countdown ~

YA!

Something which I haven't done for quite a awhile - a place where I can be transparent, link to outside world but none of the people who know me knows about it.

Here are some:

Q: Fav alphabets?
A: J. S. (I always have a thing with letter 'S')

Q: Describe your life in 1 word
A: Terrible

心眼

看在眼里
记在心里
永不忘记

心灰意冷

No wonder it is raining today..

Tsk

 

The second sentence should be:
彼はあまりにも気を取られました。彼はあなたを忘れ。

Ref: google's translator.


English:
He was obviously too distracted that he has forgotten to reply you.

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随着时间一直相处。。
人的好，人的不好。。慢慢出现。。

看人对待的人，对你好可能是真心。。或者是因为你有利用价值，需要你。。

人心难测。。面前对你笑。。心里想的也许是另一套。。

你永远不会知道接下来会发生什么事，为何发生。。

Lost

If the someone whom you wish to talk to and listen to doesn't bother you much.

Skip and find S.O.M.E.O.N.E-E. L.S.E

Aura: dark grey

Peace!

Happiest, most relax & enjoyable moment at home when..

Home alone
Radio blasting
With the songs
For which I know the lyrics
And some are my favorite
= k time!

=DDD

Warmth

One small concern from an old friend makes my day.

One tiny little thing done for/coz of me can means alot. One small thing I hope for but people don't bother me with, will mean much more damages than usual.

I remember every single thing well.
I may not revenge but I will react.

Time to see no evil hear no evil feel no evil.

- Words of a typical cancerian

Bean

Not the movie but the song.
The things that happened.
The emotions.
The feelings.
The sadness..

:'(

Complicated

Things are dead, people are alive and changing. Maybe that's why sometimes things just get complicated. 

Earth is round. What goes round comes round...

What you see, the things beneath and the things behind the scene might be all different..

三月的雨

4th time in less than 2 weeks but this time for a slightly different reason...

束手无策，心乱如麻。Facts are facts. Truth are truth.

I can't ignore how I feel, can't control and hide how I react. This is what I am and always have been.

Looks like I really need to train myself twice as hard.

风

到底是哪来的风？？

为什么事事都不顺？

连上个厕所都会有人阻碍我？？？

十万个为什么！？！！

arghhh.....

153-15

终于遇到月圆的夜晚，原来真的是初15。

Work hard, study hard, but not forgetting to balance with life.  Most importantly.. having enough rest too.

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Starting of official day.

Just need more time to handle..

Hope everything will turn out the right way..

Starry Starry Night - 1314 ♥

Description:
Night view
Stars
City lightings from nearby
Quietness
Peace
Windy
Lake

Very close to the type of places I always have been searching for.. :D

k~
xoxo