邪门. Tried a Tarot, read that something bad will happen in future and it did happen.. Just afew hours later. Physically okay just a mental breakdown.
2 years ago - gotten afew small stabs and then a big one. I took at least 2 weeks to stop my continuous emo-ing. For today, probably many times worst..
2 more emo songs added to my list.
Actual entry - to be released directly at a later time I think..
The week had just began. Half of Monday have just passed and yet I am already feeling very tired and moody.
Suddenly remember one sentence I saw on fb.. The person who makes u happy can at the same time makes u upset. Very true indeed...
Jo's additional sentence: person who can't make u upset is one who can't make u happy.
First thing which I will read. First sentence fully describe me now -to havoc but with care. Hahahaha
Learned new sentence: Forgiving doesn't means other could get away with it, but is freeing yourself from it.
Easier to say than done. Is not application for all people coz it really depends on the situation..
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A container filled with pebbles of different sizes, small pebbles filling the spaces in between the bigger ones.
Life should be something like:
Concentrate on more important things -big pebbles and along the way, doing other things (which are more urgent/less important) so the spaces in the container is fully utilized.
... Whereas what my life is something like...
Big pebbles - unhappiness (long term)
Small pebbles - happiness (short term)
有时候真的觉得现实好残忍。有时觉得好辛苦，有时候。。好痛。。。
For snake year and snake hair. Haha. Not sure why but somehow I'm always have some link with things starting with letter s.
And.. Someone who unfriend & scolded u, suddenly adds u back as friend and like ur comment. Someone who is very close to them suddenly stops talking and ignore them. Level of complicated = 5. Shrugs.
Luck of dragon's for this year = 2 bottle of wine. -_-
Orh ni orh ni ~ =D
Perm perm on 3 Feb. Yes. Permanently perm not temporary perm. Heh.
1 is a blessing
2 is a curse
3 is a crowd
4 is a headache
5 I don't wanna imagine..
= 爱你一生一世 = u-know-who-u-are de birthday. Another friend's birthday with special meaning. When's my turn? Lol.
Snacks, rm, other things do not lighten my moodiness, not even chocolate. Tried lots of other methods and none work at all. But at least, finally I found my "medicine". Yawns.
Left my crane-making paper in office. Sadded. My merry new year and happy xmas have not ended. Sadder.
Will be uploading some random shots of the few places I've been past few days here or fb. Instagram is too squarish.. But at least managed to have 24 pic in my album now.
Here is one of my fav pressie this year - pink!
Actually updated yesterday but I took down the entry after 5 mins. coz I think I'll regret and striking it out like my previous one.
Will be taking a very very short break. Hopefully wouldn't feel as bad after I'm back. My neighbor too had waterfall today. saddy Monday. This sure is one of our common traits. Sighs.
About 8 days have passed.. Yet I still can't remember anything except 2244. -_-
Dec.. Busiest month of the year. I worked towards what I've hope for and I'm happy with the result. :)
4.5 days left to the end of merry new year and happy xmas..
The only digits which I can remember. Finally a second one after so many years. Think is about 8 or 9 years. =D
Half day and then 6 days. Not much time left to exam.. T^T
Preparing to go out now but why am I always sneezing when I'm at home especially during daytime.. The medicine only makes my sneezing worse. Oh tian ~
Is spelled as p-e-k-c-e-k.
Fulfilled your own responsibility != is responsibility of others.
At least I'm glad that I wouldn't just throw tantrums in any passer by even if I'm feeling terrible inside.
Sighs.
